Running and I are at an awkward phase of our relationship. I still love to run and want to continue to run competitively, but I no longer share the obligations of my former teammates and collegiate runners around the world. I can drink soda, play other sports, and even skip a workout without the obligation to feel guilty. Do I still feel guilty anyway?...Of course. That is the runner within. But the pressure is off.
Here's an odd something to ponder: This past summer I struggled to motivate myself to workout everyday, believing I would enter a new season with my team. I am now more motivated to workout, not knowing where I am headed (competitively).
I like to keep it brief sometimes. Peace. And volleyball.
I think you will find that with the pressure gone you will learn to enjoy running again. Just that feeling of an early morning, dew in the air, little breeze in the face. Just you and your thoughts and no others worries. I still miss that feeling and if my knees would let me I would love to be right there with you. Good luck on a new chapter! Paul
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